hari yg amat membosankan ! huh !

haiya ~ so borink today ! not just borink , also hot lorh ~ huhux ! oh God ! pleas dun make the wheather not to hot .. i cant stand it bh ... :( i gonna crying now ....

'him' or 'him' ?

2.30 pm .
hurmm , aku xtauk mok pilih spa antara cdak duak tok ... tok lh ssah klau kita still syg an ex kita .. :(
sorang mok turn back , sorang gik pun sama juak ...
erm , what should i do now ?
dlok tyme ku mok dgn cdak , cdak jual mahal .. haiya ~
smua bermasalah bh ...
mun ku an nok sorang lak , sorang ya ku xpat lepaskan bh ...
susah 4 aku lupakkan cdak ...
cdak xpaam aku bh ... maybe cdak xkan faham aku ... huhu !

malam yg sungguh memborinkkan .. huhu !

11.49 mlm ..
sungguh memborinkkan mlm tok :(
aku xtauk mok buat apa ... huhux !
aku baru jak pas buat fb baru ku .. dh 2 igek ku buat tek . nok sigek yha aku lupak password nya .. so , terpaksalah buat baru .. hehex ! tok pun aku on9 kat umah kkak aku .. mun ku x tido ctok tek , xpat on9 lha aku .. ctok aku on9 guna netbook ku .. hehe ! second tyme guna netbook aku .. aha ! best giler ~ pastok mok chat an kwan ku gk , cynthia !

the saddest thing in my life :(

sejak kebelakangan tok aku muddy jak .. ku bruk jak swoh kwanku delete fb aku .. coz aku asa fb ku ya dh xsave gk 4 family aku ... apalah slahnya klau kta bergamba an kwan laki ?? x slah nk ? yha pun jdi isu dlam hidup aku .. u noe why ? kkak ku nok ngegeh ya mrah2 an aku cos aku tok bergamba an kwan laki ku yha .. nya mdah boypren aku ? apakah ?? fyi , aku dh xda pa2 an nya gik ... just fren jak .. whf ! then , ny mdah 'bgus lha yar , pas PmR twus kawen .' gila ka apa ? dri dlok nya asyik mdah kawen2 .. mun nya asa mok kawen , nya jak kwen .. boh nk mdah cmya an aku ... cibey bna ! nya yg over dri mak bpak aku .. asa drik nya bgus lh tek ... bencik ku ! lancau lah kwu ya !! bencik ! bencik ! bencik !!!

clik ! clik ! b4 goin back !!

                                bestfriends forever n ever

kenak kwu mesti datang tyme aku xperlukan kwu ?

kenak kwu mesti ada tyme aku xmok dikaco ?

kenak kwu mesti wujud dlm hidup aku walaupun aku xmok kwu wujud dlam hidup aku ?

kenak kwu mesti sanggup memusnahkan istana yang udah aku bina slama tok ??

KENAK , KENAK , N KENAK ???

                                       snap ! snap ! my webcam ~ in my father's car ....

                   

my pictures wit my classmate 2010

                                                          miss tiya , miss vivien n mr . andrew

                                                                                     of cos me n tiya ....
 
                                                 me wit irwin dennis

                                                                     wit edison again ... fuhhh !~

                                                                     wit irwin .... muahhxx !

                                                                        scha n cynthia .

                                                              esha , scha , cynt n edison

                                                              irwin n me

                                                       edison n esha

i love you ols .... muahhhxxx !!!!!!!!!

last nite b4 we holiday + majlis perpisahan kelas 2a n cikgu Bahiyah ... ~

malam marek malam yg terakhir 4 kmk org suma bergumpul b4 kmk org cuti ... :( very sad nite .. uhu ! ckgu mbak kmk org g mam kt kdey bojenk coz kmk org mpun klas dpt no 2 .. RM700 ... erm , actually im very suprised bcoz andrew  will be transfer next year .. xdalah org an ku kae gk tok lak .. :( 
ANDREW : sya minta maaf cos salu jak kcau kmu dlam kelas .. buat kmu marah lagi ... im so sorry bout that .... xda niat sya nk buat kmu marah .... i just want u to smile ... salu jak sya tngok kmu nie serius jak .. so , sya kacau lah kmu .... sorry k ?? hope kmu hppy kt skolah bru kmu tu nnti ... dun 4get me k ? ehe ! 

n 4 ols my classmate , aku mntak maaf kt korang klau ku ada molah slah ... aku tauk ku bnyak molah slah an tak org ... stiap mnusia msti ada molah slah nk ? bna x ? ehe ! n , klau gurauan aku yg buat torang skit aty , aku mntak maaf juak ... :( OmG !! mok kuar dh aek mata ku tok ... huhu ! saba esha ! dun cry ... hope kta sma dlam satu klas taun dpan ... AMINNNN !!!! hope tuhan makbolkan doa aku tok ....
    
 
                                             

    tok suma pelajar laki-laki dlam kelas akuu ... termasok nok ambk gmba tok n sorang gk ddok kt tepi : EDMOND

today : friday : hope it wil be my happy day ~

malam tok kamek org sekelas mam kt bojenk ! yesh ! i liked it ~~ hope ku pat enjoy mlm tok ... aha ! coz aku xmok ngenang nok mlm tdik ya ... he broke me ! n i hate it very much !! liar ! i cant wait 4 this nite actually ... ehe ! msti best nk ? ada edison , abraham , irwin , clavell , n so on lah ~~ mlas ku k tdong ... awal dh ku mdah an ckgu yg aku x k tdung ... sorry ! aku nang x k tdong di luar skolah k ? boh di heran aku lak ... aha ! tang mam jak takorg cia koh ~ aha ! bna x ??

cuti ! cuti ! cuti !!!!! yea !

yesh ! x amak gk skwul HOLIDAY ... happy ku ehy ... dpat ku tido puas2 ... jlan pun bkannya mak n bpakku slalu benarkan ... kdang2 jak bha .. yalah ku malas .. dok umah pun , mun xda molah pa2 , xda guna juak .. just ngadap muka patung aku atas katil ya .. huh ! borink juak ... tyme holiday daktok lah brat badan ku nait .. mok tauk kenak ? cos tyme holiday , mun xda wat pa2 .. mam jak kerja aku di umah ... selagik da mkanan atas meja dapor or cney2 jak . nang abis ku serbu .... coe lah mun aku xda ninggal ckit 4 family aku nok laen ya ... kak ku bis mam ya lak , genty ku tido lam blit ...

terkejut torang ngga taun dpan aku gemok .. aha ! palis2 ! aku xmok gemok ... malu ku .. aha ! lols ~ p , cuti tok lak , abang ku kawen di hotel parkcity ... 12 n 13 disember ... 10 ribulan nya bca nikah di majlis islam .. 11 aribulan ya xda wat pa2 ... sO , apa lgik ? shopping lah .. aha !! i like it ~~  p , lom comfem gk la .. tok pun aku yg cdangkan an kkak ku ... hehe ! pasya lak , bpak ku mok meramey di mudik gk ... nepung tawar abg ku ya ...  adoe ! best ehy ! klau bab ya , aku yg no 1 bersemangat .. ya nang faveret aku bha .. suka majlis kawen2 tok .. ehe ! bh2 , tok jak yg dpat ku mdah dlok .. lak mun ku cita lebih2 , salah information gk ... ya ku simpan dlok ... klah , bertemu gk in my next post ....

                                                                        ~eshaeast96~

remaja pada zaman sekarank

erm , remaja2 ... knak remaja knek x kdak remaja dlok ou ? pelik ... tpi , tok lah kenyataan nya ... remaja knek , huh ! pantang ngga peluank ckit , dh kua dengan mcm2 laki ... bkan aku nk mdh xbleh ... bleh kua dengan laki .. p , xkan sampey tido umah org laki nk ? ya pun laki yg bruk cdak knal seminggu lebih dakya ... huh ! memalukan kaum hawa jak ehy ... bukan stakat tido , bju org laki pun mok dipinjam juak ... adoe ! pa suma ya ? ya mmg dh OVER dha .... uhu ! tyme skolah , snggup x twun ... just stegal mok gi dating an grek ... perlukah dating tiap2 hari ? sampey2 x twun skolah ... sampey 2 3 ari ponteng .. dengan alasan BALIT KAMPUNG .... remaja , aku just mok ngigatkn korang supaya be careful ... jgn sampey harga drik kita dipijak-pijak org ... jgn juak bdan kta jdi santapan lelaki yg x bertanggungjawab ... laki sanggup buat pa jak slagik apa yg nya maok blom trlaksana ... trust me !

that should be me

everybody's laughing in my mind

rumors spreading bout dis other guy

do u do wat u did when u did wit me

does he love u the way i can

did u forget all the plans

that u made wit me

coz baby i didn't

that should be me

holdin' ur hand

that should be me

makin' u laugh

that should be me

this is so sad

that should be me

that should be me

that should be me

feelin' ur kiss

that should be me

buyin' u gifts

this is so wrong

i can't go on

till u believe

that should be me

that should be me

u said u needed a little time

4 my mistakes

its  funny how u use that time

to have me replaced

but did u think that i wouldn't see u out at the movies

whatcha doin' to me

u're taken him where we used to go

now if u're tryin' 2 break my heart

its working coz u know that i need to know should i fight for our love for dis long

its getting harder to shield

this pain in my heart

                           tok ex ku buat ... cian ngga nya ae ... xsanggup ku ngga nya gik ....

                                   i straighten my hair .. p , x lurus ilak ....

                               sorry ... mata ku ngantok tyme tok .. huhu ! merah :(

my dear boyfriend ~ east ~

       i miss my bf rite now ... huhu ! apa dipolah nya knek ou ? argh ! last nite i call him ... :)
         oMg !! i love his voice ... so cute actually .... aha ! i hope he can take care of me .. aku xmok 
              tipu oleh laki gk .... cgek jak ku pantang an prangey nya tok ... kuat gilak mrajuk .. adoe ! 
                   susah nar mok mujok nya balit ... huh ! mok berkali-kali msej mujok . bru mok eply .. 
                         apalah nk jdi an nya tok ... ermmm ....................... lup eu !